New Years Schmoo Years.

I cleaned the house like a mad women today... just had to say that. Now, onto the blog:

So, going home for the holidays was pretty much amazing! It was a necessity! The first couple of weeks in December weren't all that amazing because i had just spent time with Michael, I really started hating school, work was being gay and i was just ready to go home! So I loved break! But although the break was good, I was also ready to go home. Being back with Jessie and Haley has been so nice. Lissa come homes tomorrow and then we will be a happy family again :)

Normally, on New Years, i pretty much never make these so called "resolutions". I probably told myself every sunday night.. "Alright! Tomorrow is monday! I'm going to work out every day forever!" BUT.... this year is different! I have decided to make some goals that will hopefully make me become a better person.

1. Study the Scriptures everyday for 30 min.

-to start I'm going to start out reading 10 min and will work up to the 30 to create a habit that I want to keep for the rest of my life.

2. Pray every morning and night

-I pray every night but i hadn't really established a habit of doing it every morning.

3.Pay tithing every 2 weeks.

-I always hated not paying and then months later i owed like 500 bucks haha. Soooo, now it won't be as much when i pay every 2 weeks (after each pay check)

4. Work out 5 days a week.

-This will also be one i have to work up to. Probably going to start with 3 days a week and then work my way up.

and of course... Always Smile!!! :) I'm pretty stoked about life right now. My family is amazing! and I'm so glad i got to see them! I have awesome roommates whom i love ever so much and I wouldn't want to live with anyone else! (Even if two of us broke the sabbath last sunday... haha). I have an amazing boyfriend who I am so madly in love with and can't WAIT to see in 23 days! This next semester is going to be a great semester and I'm so ready to get started!!!

Here's to a new year!!

Georgia on my mind... Or Vegas.

Oh goodness. I am so so ready to go home. As the time get's nearer.. thats all i can think about! It's getting hard for me to concentrate on school.. work.. everything! I just day dream about what I'll be doing each day i go down to Vegas. Only one more week!!! I just have SO SOOOO much stuff to do before i leave.

Alicia's list of things to accomplish before she goes home to Vegas:

-Oil Change

-Get paid

-Aural skills homework... lots of it!

-Observe a music class

-Musical fireside

-Buy Lauryn's birthday present

-Work everyday this weekend...

-Color my hair

and a bunch more crap i can't think of at the current moment.

SO.. thats it for this blog. Nothing special. The end!

We'll cross this bridge when we come to it.

First things first. . . 11 DAYS!!!

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So i'm feeling pretty content with my life (at the current moment, of course. haha) I've had plenty of time to think about my last comments on my last blog and although things are still confusing... sometimes you just have to follow you're heart. and all i hear in my heart that this is the right thing. :) Right now i'm just going to go with the flow and try not to analyze things to much. We'll just have to cross this bridge when we come to it.

As i said at the beginning... 11 DAYS!! I'm going home to Vegas in 11 DAYS! I'm SO excited! Michael is coming home with me and i just can't wait! I can't wait to see my family and have my mom pay for my food :) heck- maybe i'll bring a load of laundry home :) haha. nah. AH i just can't wait! I miss my brother Jaxen :) and i can't wait to see his little face again! lol. And i'm oh so excited to spend a lot of time with Michael. We're gong to have so much fun! There's also a big possibility that we'll be going to DISNEYLAND! So many great things in one weekend! :) Makes me so excited. Thats the main thing that been on my mind lately. I really need a break from Provo and head home and see many things that are important to me. YAY!

School is bleh. They're being pretty dumb with me signing up for classes. I gotta go in on Monday and try and figure everything out.

I do still and will always hate Biology. it stinks :( Thats pretty much it about that haha

So, all in all... i'm content about life. I'm satisfied with some future decisions that need to be made on both parts. I'm in love, i'm in love and i don't care who knows it! :) I'm So excited to see my family and i hope this next week goes by fast! aaannnddd hopefully I'll have school figured out by monday! YES

I'm just so happy right now (a lot of it could be love struck) But that's okay :) it's worth EVERY bit of it.

Take a chance on me.

Sometimes in life, one has to take risks to get what they want and need.

Taking risks can be a hard thing to do, especially if one is content with their lifestyle. But what if the one you loved is separated from you? Are you really satisfied with your life? No... no you're not. So what do you do at this point? You're comfortable with your life and don't feel like moving but yet you say that you would do everything and anything to get to this other person you love. Doesn't quite make sense. So what's next? Do you give up everything you have in one area to be with this other person? Or do you make them wait, yet another 2 years, possibly, until you can live in the same area to simply have a true relationship together. Why is it that the one thing you want in life is the hardest thing to get. I personally have yet to figure it out. Is it my responsibility to give up my life to be next to someone? Or is it the others job? Hard to juggle.

Long distance relationships suck crap. It's that simple (but not really simple). Are long distance relationships even real relationships? It's hard to develop and grow with someone when they're not near you. It's hard to keep the fire going. It's hard to make memories and inside jokes with someone when you're only able to visit for maybe a week or 2 every couple of months.

So do you take a chance on everything and risk everything to be with this other person. I'd say yes. But who's responsibility is it? That depends.

Is it wroth giving your whole self to someone who is 1,954 miles away from you?

Time for something new

Alright so, i guess i'm starting a blog! I went back to my old Xanga and got really sad that no one uses it anymore! So... i'm copying my cousin and doing a blog! I figured it would be more fun anyways to tell the world about my days! haha. Well.. to begin... I just moved to Utah from Las Vegas to go to school up here. I'm currently attending UVU. It's way fun! Although i miss my family i am having a blast living up here and kicking it real with my cuzzzz.

Today i finished my Biology paper that was due today that i knew about since the beginning of the semester. haha. It was due by 5PM and i finished it in 4 hours :) i'm too good.

I'm going to figure these posts are going to be pretty lame because i'm not poetic and i really never have anything good to say haha.

Well, here's to a first post to a new life!! :)